
Portrait of an Artist as a Young Man
Symbolism
“He heard a mad nun screeching in the nuns’ madhouse behind the wall.
–Jesus! O Jesus! Jesus!”
The lunatic asylum that Stephen refers to as the “nun’s madhouse” was run by nuns, they were not necessarily the patients. However, Stephen still says that is was the nun’s screeching that he hear as he walked down the road.
James Joyce uses the insane nun as a symbol for Stephen’s growth. Throughout the novel it was the internal struggle he faced between desires and his religion. Stephen was in a constant fear of hell and sin. These wild thoughts and extremities came very close to driving him insane. He leaped from one extreme to the other. All his life his path had been chosen for him and set through religion, even to the point of his parents wanting him to become a priest.
The scene in which this symbol is presented can be considered part of the culmination of Stephen’s struggles. Stephen walks along the road to his lecture, after showing his parents defiance. Walking down the road can also be seen as walking down his own path. He has finally discovered his individuality and what he would like to do with his life.
He hears the screeching nun behind the wall. The nun is symbolic of Stephen making the right decision in not devoting his life to the church. A nun, a woman who devotes their entire life to the church, screams from within the walls of a lunatic asylum.
“Look here, Cranly, he said. You have asked me what I would do and what I would not do. I will tell you what I will do and what I will not do. I will not serve that in which I no longer believe, whether it call itself my home, my fatherland, or my church: and I will try to express myself in some mode of life or art as freely as I can and as wholly as I can, using for my defence the only arms I allow myself to use-- silence, exile, and cunning.”
Cranly is Stephen’s best friend at the University. Stephen uses him as a way to confess and share his thoughts. Originally Cranly had been a source of support for Stephen, until his advice begins to change. Cranly suggests that Stephen actually follow the life his parents want him to lead and stay in touch with his religion.
This is the point when Stephen clearly defines his plan for Cranly. Stephen puts his goals and ideas out into the open with confidence in knowing the opinions of others are not going to persuade him into thinking his is foolish or lazy. He first says that he will, “not serve that which I no longer believe.” He gives three examples of things he no longer believes in, “my home, my fatherland, or my church.” First, by saying he know longer believes in his home means he no longer is in touch with his parents. Stephen has a very different and more distant relationship with his mother, and basically no relationship at all with his father other than negative interactions. Second, is his fatherland or society. Stephen has declared that he will no longer be pressured and feel sadness in his ability to be, “normal.” He knows he has reached a higher level of thinking. Third, he no longer believes in his church and what it tries to install within him. Stephen has discovered his own values, and picks and chooses what he wants to believe in. This is exemplified in his responses to other questions posed by Cranly regarding sins.
Stephen also establishes to Cranly that he plans to express himself through some form of art. He wants to do this as, “Freely and wholly as possible.” This is a contrasting opinion and sign of individuality from the conformity presented to him through school and his family.
Lastly, Stephen presents a philosophy on how he plans to fact the troubles of his future. He states that he plans to use, “silence, exile, and cunning.” This is a result of all of the experiences he had to deal with in his childhood and adolescence. He has finally come to the conclusion that his mind is above those that wish to oppress his future.